A blonde's perspective on life....

Monday, October 24, 2005

God gives and takes away......

So, this has been an interesting weekend for me. Most everyone knows that I sing for the worship band at Newspring Community Church in Anderson, SC. We had our benefit concert this past Thursday, which God was awesome in blessing and giving us a beautiful night and a great crowd of people to join us in worship. We raised a lot of money for Hurricane Katrina victims (over $8,000), and had a lot of fun.

This past Sunday, however, I overslept, and missed singing and leading in worship because of it. This was actually the second time it has happened to me in 2 months. I felt awful all day, disappointed in myself (although knowing I can't help my alarm clock not working), and kicking myself because of disappointing the band that I sing with every Sunday. Because of this, I will no longer be singing with the band at Newspring unless needed. It was a great run, and I thank the Lord that He gave me the opportunity to do what I love the most, and that is sing. Music is my #1 passion, and it was so awesome and fun, and I know the Lord has more in store for me in this. I know that this will give me more time to prepare for my trip to India as well, and also allow me to have more time to concentrate on my music. I have a lot of work to do in that area. Anyhow, please pray for me as this is a hard thing to swallow, and deal with. I know that God is going to continue to bless Newspring and their ministry, and I know the band will sound great with both Meagans singing! I love those girls, and it was a joy to sing with them and the band. I will continue to trust God that He will allow me to keep using my talent in some other way. Thanks for reading and being a part of my life......Mel